Mommy Addiction

Screaming, crying, slobbering, sobbing and red faced all of these words pretty much describe my sweet girl when I got home from the grocery store! I thought I would go to the store and have some Mommy alone time (whew whoo) and let Daddy and Daughter have some time together! When I got home I had a terrified screaming little girl and a shaken up Daddy! I had been gone a mere 45 minutes but; apparently in BabyLAND that is forever! I picked her up to try and calm her down and she looked over my shoulder and smirked at her Daddy like "HA HA HA Gotcha Daddy!"! I know she is to small to understand that Mommy isn't leaving forever but; it hurts my Husband and I's feelings that he can't stay with her! Since she was a month old she will not take a bottle from him; she rolls her tongue and gags herself! I know everyone say's " Well if she gets hungry enough she will take it!" I am so tired of hearing that! NO she will NOT I can almost bet you EVERY dollar in my bank account! Yes, she will take an ounce but; that is about it! She just screams, when she cries she swallows air which give her gas which in-turn makes her cry worse! So WHY make her cry? We have had to take her to the ER for screaming but it was just gas; so I pretty much know all of her gas triggers! I want my baby to love and need her Daddy but right now it seems as though she has an addiction! A serious Mommy addiction! I love being depended on for everything to do with her MOST of the time! But sometimes I wish Daddy could do it to!